I am so bad at keeping up with this blog. Guess life has been a bit busy since the last post. So much has happened since. I did start my chemotherapy, I started two medications one called Taxol and another one called Herceptin. I was supposed to have 12 rounds of Taxol once a week and Herceptin every 3 weeks for 17 weeks. Immediately after my first round, my stomach was a mess. Mild cramps, constipation, heartburn, and a loss of taste were my main side effects. I must say that it was not as bad as I anticipated. My energy was still high, my hair had no signs of falling out. I felt that I could totally handle this chemo thing. This continued on until my sixth round when I really hit a wall, while I was plugged into the machine getting Taxol I had such horrible cramps that I thought I would have to go straight to the emergency room. I decided then and there that I no longer would continue treatment. I also switched oncologist to someone I am more comfortable with. And although he did recommend that I try another type of chemotherapy he was supportive of my decision. And so here I am post chemo and thriving. Sure my hair fell off and I look like a baby chick with fuzzy hair, but I no longer have all those stomach issues.
Someone asked me if I was scared of stopping mid treatment and the truth is that I can’t answer that with a simple answer. Yes and no. I mean anything could happen at any time. Radiation which I start next month is known to cause cancer, Tamoxifen which I also start soon, has a whole lot of issues that come with it. I don’t really know how to feel. The best I can do is eat healthy, find more time to exercise and enjoy my life and be around the people that love and support me. I will not pause my life waiting to get better, I’ve done that enough recently.
With that said, I am really happy knowing that I have people reading this blog. Let me know if you have any questions about any of this. Although I am learning as I go, I totally get how confusing and overwhelming this all is. It drives me crazy how much information there is out there. I will keep you posted on radiations and all that other stuff. Thanks for reading.